Harry Truman

Let's see, what's happened since last we spoke? Thursday night was fun. It was the las day of work until Tuesday. Went shopping with Baney face, Whoerle, New Kid, Tesa and Alex. Then went back to Jaimee's where we preceded to get drunk. This is a common place for the drinking to happen. She lives about a block from a decent local hooka bar, Indian Summer. We always get super dressed up and go make asses of ourselves flirting our way through as many free drinks as possible and dancing all night. We didn't hit up the bar this time though.

It was all great until Aaron showed up. Him and Tesa sat outside for a good hour where he pined out his broken heart to her, making me extremely uncomfortable. Can you guess who he blames for this new found heartache? Apparently yours truly. Now before we get to pointing fingers at me and calling me all sorts of terrible names let me tell this story to you in full. Aaron got here about a week after I did. We met and I thought he was cute so we hung out and eventually we kissed. Aaron was fresh out of a relationship and was adamant about not getting into a new one. We fought all the time and so we broke up, or whatever you would like to call it. Fast forward until the end of my next non-relationship and I'm broken hearted and crying on the floor. Aaron runs to the rescue and we ar

e together again.

The big issue is I didn't know we were actually together. We were in his head but he neglected to inform me of this. I would like to put in a disclaimer for the future that if you neglect to tell me we are exclusive then I will continue to see other people until I find someone who does want to date me. Plus Aaron was still talking to two of his Ex's, which made me uncomfortable. I told him about this but he still did it. If you are in a relationship with someon

e shouldn't you respect her wishes on such a

touchy subject? So he went to jail and I met Matt. Matt likes me and wants to be with me. We can talk for days and he understands my past, which is something rare, seeing as I have a lot of it. So naturally I want to be with him. Now Aaron is back and I want to be his friend but he seems to cross the boundary lines I have set pretty frequently, leaving me to tell him to just not touch me.

Friday night: Aaron, Tesa, Alex and I were invited to a party by Stef-f-any. We pronounce it this way. We get to her apartment only to find out that she has been in a wreck, which coincidentally we were right behind on our way up to her place. So instead

of the happy little party we expected, we spent the night at the hospital. Steff is fine, possibly a broken leg, we never did find out. There were 5 other people in the car with her though. On

e guy has a broken leg, he is missing the skin that used to be a tattoo on his arm. Another guy had glass in his face. The other are ok except the driver. She had a brain hemorrhage. I don't know how she turned out. I'm hoping she is ok. She got taken all the way to San Jose to be treated. It was rough being there though. I was at the hospital with no one I knew and everyone is crying and laughing hysterically, dealing with the sudden news of it all in their own person

al ways. There were people from the wreck going around in wheel chairs in shock and freaking out and crying. The driver's family was there. Her brothers w

ere crying. Her mom was being a solid rock and dealing with everything so wonderfully. Her dad was sitting and staring at the wall like the world didn't matter. It was terrible.

When Aaron came up to get me from the hospital, we were driving home and he was ranting and raving about the stupidity of kids and how they almost killed Steff. I understand his point of view but the driver is the worst off and if anything it was her fault. He shouldn't wish anything worse on her, but he was. When people yell it makes me nauseous and scared so eventually I told him to calm down and we got into a fight. He told me to just leave him alone from now on. Oh well. I can't do anything right with that boy and I am truly sick of trying to be correct with him. So that is my weekend so far.